impenetrable being

How do you manage external stimulation with the activity of withdrawal and immersion in inner processes? For me their is a profound tear in that yin and yang of being. At times I feel as if a large part of my brain is simply blank and unusable...as though it had somehow petrified. I scatter my search around this monument, not even really sure what it is I am trying to find. There seems to be a million secular activities available to keep myself busy at this. But it's that immovable impenetrable interior structure that obsesses me.

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This Image "Empty Jar On The Work Table" Elena Ray Copyright 2007 Tea Stained Kozo print-mounted in my personal journal.

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